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Tuesday, December 16, 2014

Journey 1 Videos #1



Update

       

             Well, I wish I could say we were in our 5th month and all was well, but I cannot…. Sadly, at almost 8 weeks we found out the pregnancy was a blighted ovum which ended in a home miscarriage. It was heartbreaking and has taken me until now to really deal, accept, and move forward with. It’s not easy and something I have never been through physically or emotionally. I have never felt so hopeless! I am happy to have moved on to thoughts of a 2015 baby for my IPs. 

                On 12/12/14 my IM went for her 3rd egg retrieval and we were blessed 14 eggs, WOOOHOOO! On Saturday, 12/14/14 8 had fertilized…. As of yesterday we had 5 day 4 embryos with one who might make it. I text S this morning to see if we had any updates on what we have to go to PGD testing and freeze, but we have no update as of now. I am so hopeful and cautiously optimistic! I know it only takes one embryo with the fight to make it to a beautiful baby in their arms!

                We also have agreed instead of doing SET this go around we will transfer two embryos. Our Dr feels that because of the quality of the embryos it is our best bet. I am praying for one healthy baby no matter what we do. I am on board with two as I support my IPs, Dr, and myself. I know what I can and cannot do. We are hoping for an end of January or February transfer. It really has been a long enough wait!

                It has taken almost 4 months for my period to start following the miscarriage… I started to get a bit aggravated there for a little. I had broken out the white pants, made a date night, and ate a lot of chocolate…. okay the chocolate had nothing to do with it, but it tasted good! Merry Christmas AF decided to show her beautiful usually ugly face! I am more than ready to make a baby!

                That’s all for now, but I will update as soon as I find out more about the embryos, transfer date, and goody information! Hope you all have a very Merry Christmas with your loved ones!